flyawaylover

I feel pretty good at this moment. The present matters the most because the present is truly a gift that's what it's called the present!! Haha. Anyways my ex has been on my mind which brings me down but I'm just trying my hardest to not think of him and to remember that life does go on. Having your heart broken truly is the worst pain that anyone can ever feel, I seriously don't wish that feeling to anyone, not even my worst enemy. I met someone amazing. I'm trying not to rush into anything of course, this will not be a rebound relationship. Her name's Angel and she lives in Kingston Ontario. She's 19 and she's also Wiccan like me which is

Lately I haven't even been thinking about my ex, it still feels weird referring to him as my ex but whatever. I feel like I'm more able to be myself with him gone and I have more time to focus on the things I enjoy. I would have never thought I'd ever be this happy without him... I feel like I'm becoming a stronger and wiser person and I love that! I never realized how important self worth is until now, I'm really starting to like and appreciate myself. Some things have been getting me down but that's normal. My birthday's Tuesday :) I'm getting a new bed, finally! And Sunday I'm having my birthday dinner at my nana and papas so that should b

I've really been trying... Trying to get my mind off of all this and trying to move on with my life. I've been asking all of my friends to hang out and all of them are always busy. I feel like my friends should be there for me at a time like this... And there not... And I've always been there for them. It's not fair. I can't lose anymore people that are close to me and lately I've been feeling like I'm losing all of them. I honestly don't even think I want to be here anymore. There's no one for me to really talk to other then my mom.. How pathetic is that? I just don't see a reason to get up in the morning.. To continue on with my life bec